I love Christmas

I really do have a good life based off of this one day when we come together and have a great time. Even though my moms side of the family is so silly, i still take the time out to chill and enjoy my family. The best thing about Christmas is when I finally see my brothers and all that they do for me is so wonderfull. We still go to the church with my father and my sisters and brothers. Doing this is a tridition in my family and will still be with my nieces and my neborn newphew.
Yes I know i say all the time that the Thanksgiving Holidays are just a waist of my time to try and put up this perfecct family sit around the table and say what we are thankfull for. But I have come to a new understanding as to what i want and need in life and the things that make me who I am. Trying to do whats best for me doesnt only effect me anymore it also take a toll on me at all. I think that most familys have always been perfect. Yes people do have problems but knowing that you can make it, is one of the reasons that christmas is around. I shouldbe happy and no worries on life but i do. I think we yell to make sure we are heard. I think we scream to make sure other people understand you but that doesnt mean every day we talk to yell and scream. Most familys do both because alot of time u want someone to listen and hear talk even if it makes no sense at all it just happens.